Monday, July 13, 2009
is this true frenship? @ 1:38 AM
life is getting more boring these days
i decided to say this
after long times
maybe i'm just jumping into conclusion ..
i hope i did
3 ppl
They two became colder to me nowadays
I dunno why..
Just because i'm not famous?
But wad shld i do?
Really.. i seriously dunno wad
In de first place, i dun even noe why they will treat me like this
Sometimes i think its a waste of time
Tried talking to them, but will they listen to me?
No
Am i really nth to them in their eyes?
Am i really transparent that they cant seem to see me?
Everything was so great before march holidays
After that, person 1 and 2 became very close
Of course, soon enough they became best frens
Person 1 started to pay more attention to person 2
I didnt mind at first
It was still okay before june holidays
Den agn, after june holidays, they became closer and colder than before
Yes, cold
It is like, i called person 1 so many time, den she ans
Person 2 called her, she turned her head and chatted happily
Wad is this?
U may find me annoying
Can tell directly rite?
Today after sch, i asked person 2 how they going tmall
Knowing that if they take bus 3 to tmall, they will walk same road as me
So gd idea u have, hinted person 3 to say ur taking mrt
Wad the is fuck this?
Maybe i'm wrong
And person 3, do u really dun like me?
Can i ask u, if u say u dun like me, why do u dun like me?
Did i do smth wrong and u felt disgusted?
If you say u nvr dun like me, den why are u giving me cold shoulders?
I dun understand
Why ur become like this?
Wasnt we very good frens at the beginning of the yr?
Say we are always best frens forever?
It is a lie?
And u changed me to 'clique' from 'best fren'
Am i just someone frm de clique?
Its not that i'm sensitive or wad, its just that..
Really, de atmosphere changed alot
Person 2 said that i can join in de conversation
De thing is, will ur listen?
Ur nvr listen
Why bother joining in den?
Well, people can say that i'm an idiot, anyhow jumping into conclusions like that
I dunno
But perhaps i am
I'm not tired still
I'll still follow ur and be an extra
Cause i believe that ur still care about me and trust me, even only a little
I dun wan to end our frenship
I just cant seem to be separated from ur
Seriously..
I like ur
I dun wan this frenship to end just like that, especially to person 1 and 2
Haa, ending frenship because i misunderstood ur?
That's really stupid of me
I hope that i really did jump into conclusions
Ohnegai
Dai kin desu
GOTCHA!
